I cannot and will not sleep tonight. I was told something earlier which shook me a little and the more I think about it, the more I worry. I am a born worrier. I want to help too much and save the world.
'Gemma to the rescue!'.
I am sat here furiously twiddling the strings of my sweater, wishing I had said something more positive at the time. I suppose I was taken by surprise, if I am honest... Waiting for the punchline. Unfortunately, there was not one. I am pretty helpless right now. I just have to wait and hope that things will be okay, but my insides are knotted and I do wish I could be there. I have to admit, more bad news will probably finish me off right now.
This year really has tested my patience. Now, the end is in sight and it's a race to the finishing line before the bullet!
FUCK YOU BAD LUCK!!
This month feels a little colder after losing my cousin a year ago. I welcome new GOOD memories with open arms, although the thought of hibernation does seem tempting.
Please, just let there be peace for me and my loved ones, I beg!
Fairy~Godmother, if you do exist, notice me!! Wave that magic wand and end the worry. Make it all be OK!
...I'll be good! :)
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